Sometimes people just don’t get it. I care about school a lot. I mean not as much as I care about my family. Well.. it depends on the situation I’m in. I just feel like the people around me don’t care about school the same way I do. And it’s annoying. Because I feel guilty for being MIA so much just so I can have a career/ successful life/ some financial stability in the future. 

I want to be with someone who knows how I feel, how bad of a great, stable future I want. Just has the same priorities as I do. I get other people’s perspectives. They have jobs, they’re out of school, they’re family is very important to them… and I completely respect that. So please respect my priorities. 

Well I should take into consideration that I did tell Anthony that school should come first. But, in the end, it is all up to him and his own family schedule. And I really do respect that. I shouldn’t dictate him to live his life the way I live mine. It was just a suggestion. And I’m really sorry. “/ 

For Berlyn, I know she’s going to be ok. And I know that she has to literally take care of everyone. She has the biggest heart out of all the people I know, even though she complains about all these different stuff… but who doesn’t. I mean she is literally like the mom in her family. I just hope that she “catches a break” soon… career wise. 

For Tim… I feel really bad. He knows that he needs to get it together, but just doesn’t know how to go about it. And that’s fine… everyone has their moments like this. I hope that he also catches a break too. 

For Jeremy, don’t get me wrong… he is going to school and I guess making use of his time there and everything. But I don’t have the time to mess around right now. He has all this free time and I don’t. And I promise you… I am not going to just blow off school just to talk to you. That’s not me…anymore.